21 August 2008 @ 04:24 am
Sekrit Religious Messages Decoded  
Sometimes you need an ex-Baptist to translate current political rhetoric.
“It may be typical of the pro-Obama Dungeons & Dragons crowd to disparage a fellow countryman's memory of war from the comfort of mom's basement, but most Americans have the humility and gratitude to respect and learn from the memories of men who suffered on behalf of others,” he wrote.

I've seen various people bitterly complaining that McCain insulted D&D players and by extension all geeks. He did deliberately evoke a lot of nasty stereotypes, and he is already in disfavor with many of the computer-literate for his own unwillingness to deal with technology. From my POV, this is all to the good. By the time the campaign is over, I hope he will have alienated the gamers, the geeks, and every other human being so that he ends up with just one vote in his favor.

I've also seen plenty of people laughing -- with reason -- at the notion that D&D players are likely to be Obama supporters. The gamers I know range from hard-core libertarian ("any fourth-grader should be able to buy heroin with the money zie has earned") to a deeply conservative Iraq War vet to a red-diaper Marxist-Leninist. Many, many gamers are at least fiscally conservative, and a good many have served their country. There was even a games-for-GIs initiative a few years ago -- remember?

This is not surprising. One of the reasons I rarely game is that so many gaming scenarios are morally simplistic, good-versus-evil morality plays, in which the Bad Guys are readily identifiable by their appearance. (A good GM like [info]imnotandrei or [info]gramina can make a huge difference. Also a great gaming system like Cat.)

But neither the insult to gamers nor the linking of Obama with D&D was gratuitous. Weird as it may seem, this throwaway line was designed to make Obama look like a minion of Satan -- very much like the Internet ads implying that he is the Anti-Christ. Even Tim LaHaye, senior author of the Left Behind series, saw the allusions, and he is no milk-and-water liberal by any stretch of the imagination.

I could give you examples from my own experience, but I'll let others speak for me.

Some quotations from Evangelical writings on RPGs:

RPGs encourage Satan worship:
The words demon, devil and hell appear a total of 225 times in eight pages of Deities and Demigods (pages 16-23), and encourages the worship of them as lesser gods (page 105).


The D&D universe is not Christian:
This problem is that the cosmology of D&D is fundamentally anti-Biblical. Many of the defenders of D&D make the common mistake of assuming that because there are roles in the game for "clerics," this makes the game alright. They make this mistake because they equate Roman Catholicism and its robed clerics for Christians. They do not understand that one can be a cleric (Muslim, Buddhist, etc.) and not be a Christian.... But any game which draws people away from a true understanding of Jesus, God, salvation and the cosmos IS soul-destroying in the truest possible sense of the word. That is incalculably worse. We only have our bodies a few scant years before they turn to dust. Our souls we will have forever, and what if they have been destroyed by playing D&D? They may well end up in the fiery blackness of hell.


It lures young people into the occult:
I myself became very interested in occult things due to the constant reference to it in AD & D, and I believe that over a period it would be very hard for a non-christian to resist the attraction of the descriptions of evil things in the AD & D rule books.

Satan is like a roaring lion, prowling around looking for someone to devour (1 Peter 5:8). How delighted he must be when someone starts becoming interested in him due to descriptions in the AD & D rules.




You become what you pretend to be:
The bible is the final authority on right and wrong, and if God declares in the Bible that prostitution, rape, stealing, mutilation, murder, human sacrifice, worshiping other gods, casting spells, using magic, and practicing necromancy are wrong, then should one pretend those things or become involved in a fantasy game in which one participates by imaginative role playing? NO!


Evangelicals take words and imagination more seriously than almost any other group I can think of. In gamer terms, many of them are rules lawyers, constantly obsessing over what exactly The Book says, but they honestly, profoundly believe that what's at stake is their immortal soul. And yours.

So, knowing that, it's easy to see that the linkage of Obama and RPGs is not innocent or accidental. It was a coded reference and a subtle character assassination.

There is a certain irony to the fact that this disingenuous little statement was made in defense of McCain's story that a North Vietnamese prison guard, secretly a Christian, connected with him by drawing a cross in the dirt with his toe. The world is full of secret messages.
 
 
21 August 2008 @ 05:41 pm
FREE online dictionary  

Hi. I've finally found out how to host your dictionary online. So since I'm happy with the result I thought that I might share the information here so that others may also do the same. The site that I used to create my dictionaries (English -Kalirian, and Kalirian -English) is FrathWiki which I believe is one of the most useful sites for conlanging on the Internet. The process to create an online dictionary is as follows:

1. Create a category section eg.  [[#A|A]] - [[#B|B]] - [[#C|C]] 
2. After you have done that you will need to create a seperate section for each letter. 
    
   eg.
         == [[#A|A]] ==
         
         == [[#B|B]] ==
         
         == [[#C|C]] ==             

3. Then all that you need  to do is add in your words and their meanings and your done.                                                                           

 
 
21 August 2008 @ 12:06 am
My Twitters for the day  
  • 12:39 Teacher wanted to hug #
  • 12:46 Oops. Sent message too soon. Teacher wanted to hug me cause I got job. #
  • 13:10 Start job tomorrow. Job might only be for four weeks. But school is working on my schedule; may be able to fix it so that I can keep job. #
  • 13:11 Keep job for more than four weeks, that is. Schedule at school almost as unpredictable as schedule at former job. #
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20 August 2008 @ 06:24 pm
 
I hate always being the one controlled in the relationship, whether it be friend, but mostly in relationship relationships. I  am not totally sure what I am doing or not doing, that makes it so. I try to be understanding because people always say it's the way you're supposed to be. I certainly appreciate it when people are to me. Is that what it is?? Is that what is fucking me up? Being understanding? Maybe I should be less understanding. What I've been told is to look at actions, not words, and I'm trying.

When I talk to people who seem to have an understanding of the world, it's usually sexist. It's true but it is. It's sometimes a harsh perspective. Mean if you want. They say you have to be mean?


I always wanted that firm grounding of myself. My feet solid. People say I'm naive, and I have an outlook on the world that is said to be naieve. I say people have an outlook on the world that is sexist and sometimes racist. they are stereotypes. So I don't adopt those views. Intelligent maybe? I don't know I want people to see me as perfect in one way. But maybe they don't and what would happen if they didn't would they still accept me?  Would I still accept me? I think I should adopt those views to get a firmer understanding, maybe some of them are true?


Sometimes I see what people say, in that the world is hard, but most often, I feel as though I am swimming in information. I'm confused about everything. People take advantage of me, I feel sometimes.

Yes i am confused about a lot of things I believe. And they say I need to "remember the way people 'treat' me"

remember they say. Remember how people act towards you, and what they say

I have memories of people being like..."are you gonna let him treat you that way" and I have NO CLUE what they are talking about.

I don't wan tot be this way anymore, yet I feel conflicted because to be any other way is mean. I feel for people. I feel sorry for people. But the reality is, I'm losing out. I'm hurting too because of it..SO is it necessary to keep feeling sorry or people?

And how do I go about doing this? I say I'm passive, and passive is feeling more than looking at the situation, so why can't I remember that and just be OK with it, because there is nothing wrong with it to begin with. SO why am I so conflicted about being firm in myself, and yet being passive and then also wanting to have control in my life? what does control mean?


I just hate this.


But some people say it means nothing. Like, if you are aggressive or what not, that it's healthy. I admit, I'm kinda shy and a little hesitant, and don't speak up about a lot of things, but I view them as aggressive and it scares me. I hate that too! FCUKC
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 05:57 pm
 
I am bored now. Bored, bored, bored. Nothing to watch on TV, nothing to read online, no books that are currently holding my attention. Asked [info]victoriacatlady if she wanted to go out for supper, but she was already eating.

At times like this I wish I had more real-life friends that I could hang out with once in awhile.

At school today my teacher wanted to give me a hug because I got the job. I said okay, more out of being polite than any great desire to hug somebody or be hugged. But she will at least ask me before she touches me.

The two admissions advisors insisted on taking my picture to post on the "success stories" board. Problem was that I wasn't prepared to have my picture taken, and the t-shirt that I wore this morning was dirty, which I didn't realize before I left for school. I don't know why I put a dirty t-shirt in my desk drawer, unless it was shoved in there at a time when I was just desperate to clean up and put stuff away.

Wonder if the laundry room is available? I certainly have a mountain of laundry now that I've excavated all the musty-smelling stuff from out of the closet.

I also have to decide what to wear tomorrow. Decisions, decisions!
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 03:24 pm
Frustration  
I have this very nice purple dress that I would like to wear before the summer is over. I have two that are very similar, but one has short sleeves and one has long sleeves. I want to wear the short-sleeved one. It's very pretty. But I can't find it. I just spent about half an hour excavating the bottom of my closet. I found lots of other things that I'd misplaced, but not the dress that I was looking for. Argh! I have no idea where else to look. It is supposed to be in the closet.

I noticed that several of the things that I found on the bottom of the closet had a really bad, musty smell to them. I don't know what caused that smell, but I tossed them all into the laundry.
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 04:11 pm
Resale of Inksome accounts  
It has recently come to my attention that people are registering Inksome accounts and then re-selling those usernames. This is a violation of Inksome's Terms of Service, and I reserve the right to suspend any account that I find being advertised for sale. This includes being traded for a rename token.
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 04:10 pm
Look what's going on at Inksome!  
For the latest Inksome news, be sure to watch http://news.inksome.com/.

We're having a permanent account sale! From now until 12 September at midnight CDT, you can buy a permanent account for only $120. See this post for what you get with a permanent account, but pay no attention to the $150 price tag.

For those of you without $120 laying around, we're also having a paid account sale. From now until the end of the permanent account sale, one year of paid time is only $20!

Both these sales end on 12 September 2008 at midnight CDT, so act fast, and help support Inksome! We can't do it without you.
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 12:44 pm
Animals, Vegetables, Minerals, Not Necessarily in That Order  
Where's My Cow? Terry Pratchett answers the ultimate bovine question.

[info]joedecker's book, Saga: Visions of Iceland, is well worth buying. (Or getting as a birthday present, which is how I got my copy from [info]wild_irises.) The photographs are superb as always, and the printing is up to his demanding standards. Seen through Joe's eyes, the stark, dramatic scenery of Iceland becomes almost abstract.

Some images are subtle, nearly monochromatic studies in pure form or pattern, like Black Mud Swirls. The pure black volcanic sands are background and foil to incandescently verdant grass in Grass and Volcanic Alluvium. This high-contrast image with its expanses of deep black and subtle layering of light must have presented serious printing challenges, but it looks good on the page.

Others show sky and land bleakly glacier-colored, grey and blue; rainbows, waterfalls, quiet streams; sunsets as bright and ominous as new lava flows. Decker sees and conveys the beauty in small details and broad landscapes.

The book is hardbound with a dust jacket. Bonus: the author picture (taken by Josh Andrews) is a vivid and revealing portrait of [info]joedecker.

[info]joedecker is an internationally known, award-winning nature photographer who just keeps getting better and better. Buy his work now, before the price goes to Ansel Adams levels. Yes, he is that good.

An excellent geology blog: [info]harmonictremors.

Sometimes size matters: California Big Trees.

kitten macro )
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 05:01 am
Study finds minorities more likely to be paddled  
(link)

WASHINGTON - Paddlings, swats, licks. A quarter of a million schoolchildren got them last year — and blacks, American Indians and kids with disabilities got a disproportionate share of the punishment, according to a study by a human rights group.

Even little kids can be paddled. Heather Porter, who lives in Crockett, Texas, was startled to hear her little boy, then 3, say he'd been spanked at school. Porter was never told, despite a policy at the public preschool that parents be notified.

"We were pretty ticked off, to say the least. The reason he got paddled was because he was untying his shoes and playing with the air conditioner thermostat," Porter said. "He was being a 3-year-old."

For the study, which was being released Wednesday, Human Rights Watch and the American Civil Liberties Union used Education Department data to show that, while paddling has been declining, racial disparity persists. Researchers also interviewed students, parents and school personnel in Texas and Mississippi, states that account for 40 percent of the 223,190 kids who were paddled at least once in the 2006-2007 school year.

Read more... )


cross-posted to [info]anti_racism
 
 
Current Music: The Psychedelic Furs - Heartbeat
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 07:34 am
Huge Gmail Security Issue  
Gmail users, read this now:

Here’s the exploit: All it takes to steal someone’s Gmail login account is to intercept any transaction since every single one, even images, pass a cookie which contains the session information.

Spoof the session, and you get free reign[sic] to the account — including the ability to change your password. Every non-SSL session is in plain text. With a little determination, any bored, disaffected youth could read your email and change your password within a day. Is it really that easy? Here’s a useful tutorial we found via Google search. When the Gmail Account Hacking Tool is eventually released, it couldn’t be any easier.


How to Make Your Gmail Safer

Go to your Gmail page.

In the top right-hand corner, select Settings.

In the General tab (the first one up), scroll down to the bottom of the page to the Browser connection: preference.

Click the Always use https radio button.

Click Save Changes.

Is it working? Look at your browser bar. The URL should show https, not just http.

If it isn't, try logging out and then in again. (thanks, [info]kalmn.)

Walk away with a much safer, more secure Gmail.

If Gmail chat no longer works, trying switching to the older version. (Thanks, [info]tamnonlinear.)

Warning from [info]cbpotts; step-by-step user instructions by me. (Once a tech writer, always a tech writer.)
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 06:58 am
Stupidity alert!  
Is Anorexia the Female Asperger's?

*Bangs head against wall* In one line, we have a new way to stigmatize Aspies, and yet another research study that completely ignores the existence of female Aspies.
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 06:45 am
 
I swear, Chaya has learned from the ghost of my dearly departed Puffmonster. There were many times when Puff was alive that I said something to the effect of, "Puff, I know you love me, but do you really have to show me how much you love me at four o'clock in the morning?" Well, this morning I was saying the same thing to Chaya (except, of course, using her name instead of Puff's.) She was walking all over me, giving me nose rubs (and rubs on other parts of my face as well), nuzzling my earlobes, lying on top of me and then changing position to lie on a different part of me. I think she would have started sucking on my earlobes if I'd let her. And of course she purred the entire time she was doing this, so how could I get mad at her?

On a completely different subject, I just heard that there is a power outage on parts of Gorge Road, including the Tim Horton's on Gorge. They cannot make coffee, apparently. I know that many of classmates get their coffee there. This is not good. Timmy's with no coffee? Blasphemy!
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20 August 2008 @ 12:04 am
My Twitters for the day  
  • 13:22 @artchick96 Happy birthday! Hope the goose egg is gone now. #
  • 13:23 Cell phone battery died and I didn't have time to check my Tweets at school, so I am only now catching up. #
  • 13:24 Remember big-ass bug I posted about last night? Well, it attacked me! It flew right at me and stung me on the shoulder, leaving big welt. #
  • 13:24 I'm just glad none of the cats tried to catch it. Painful sting for me would be much worse for little kitties. #
  • 13:45 I can has job! I can has job! I can talk in LOLCat! #
  • 15:34 @ninjabetic DKA seven times in one year seems a bit extreme, but I'm sure the mother is doing the best she can. #
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20 August 2008 @ 04:02 pm
Are Comics Serious Literature?  
Well, are they? Punk? )
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 02:38 pm
Kâlirian  

Hi. I thought I would just let you know that the grammar for Kâlirian is well under the way. To have a look at what I've been working on visit FrathWiki here: http://wiki.frath.net/K%C8%83lirian#Number to see my page on Kâlirian. I hope that you find the page interesting. At the moment I've completed the pronunciation guide (with the exception of the graphs which need to be changed), as well as various sections such as the punctuation, grammatical gender, and most of the five noun cases. If you would like to comment on  my conlang simply click on 'my talk' and you may post you comments there. 

In addition to the grammar the lexicon is also slowly expanding. The lexicon may be viewed at the end of the page. I've really enjoyed creating the lixicon for Kâlirian. In a way the lixicon is similar to Klingon as there are plenty of swear words and even more insults. In fact the longest word in Kalirian is actually a insult which literally translates as "dirty stupid human." Anyway as well as some fead back I was also hoping that someone here might point me to a site that provides free online dictionaries that can be modified specifically for conlangs. 

 
 
19 August 2008 @ 09:28 pm
I think I went a little overboard  
I went to Value Village and ended up buying three skirts. They're actually skirts for winter time; one is a grey tartan kilt, one is ultrasuede (purple!), and one is a green-and-blue wool skirt. I also bought two blazers -- one grey, and one mauve -- and three tops. Also bought a long purple jacket that isn't a blazer but is pretty and only cost five bucks.

The only drawback of this job, other than the fact that it will leave me no free time to do anything like go to the doctor or take the cats to the vet or groomer, is that it might only be temporary. They can only promise me until the end of September, or actually a little sooner -- basically, whenever the legal courses end. However, I am going to talk to the college director tomorrow and ask her if there is any way to schedule me for only morning classes for the rest of the year. If they can do that, then there is a greater chance that the law firm will keep me longer. I also plan to do my best to make myself indispensable.

The best job I ever had was at the courthouse library, where I became indispensable to my boss. I only worked part-time, but if she'd had the budget my boss would have hired me full-time. Alas, the people in Vancouver never really saw me work, and they decided they wanted to get rid of me, combine my job with someone else's job and hire someone for that job who was not me.

For this job at the law firm I'm hoping that I might be able to run errands to the courthouse for the lawyers. I could go pick up library books and do photocopying for them at the courthouse library and surprise the heck out of my old boss. :-)
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 07:15 pm
namuh htrae: science, psychology and spritiuality  

i am an author attempting to write a book that was originally about a character called namuh htrae. My actual name is Matthew Bowron, the book I am writing is called Namuh Htrae. The book was originally meant to be a fictional tale about an immortal woman who lived throughout historical periods of humanity, the tale being about her experiences learning about humanity and its role in the universe. 

As an author hoping to capture the development of 'namuh htrae' I studied developmental psychology and became particularly interested in the theories of Erik Erikson. Erikson suggested the ideas of developmental psychosocial stages, 8 originally, with 2 more being later added by students after his death. It was during this time that i was introduced to teh Bahaii Faith and their ideas of progressive revelation. Progressive revelation is an idea about how different manifestations of God (Krishna, Adam, Moses, Noah, Abraham, Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, Bahulluah and the Bab) come at different ages to bring different ages of development to humanity. It was there in comparing the two theories I saw what appeared to be a similarity. now I have been criticised at being trying to hold objective views. And so what I am proposing is more of a  thought-experiment, a hypothetical, but in no ways provable or maybe even realistic approach at ideas of human development and spirituality. 

But for those who are interested read on 

 
 
19 August 2008 @ 11:14 pm
 
Here is my entire story about leaving Christianity; I've never shared the whole thing with anyone before. I didn't have as rough a go as some people but it still had an impact on my life, thanks to the whole "gay" thing.

Read more... )
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 08:23 pm
I am not right  
It should be a testament to my heterosexual unfitness that I find Dexter to be totally attractive.

(I <3ed him as David, too)
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 09:35 pm
Actual conversation in our house  
Alex: So I've actually found a McDonald's salad I like-- it's the Southwestern chicken salad.
Marn: I thought this was the Asian chicken salad. Or is it the Southwest Asian chicken salad?
Fin: No, that's a Turkey salad.
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 05:14 pm
Business "casual" clothes  
The dress code at the office where I'm going to be working is "business casual." Jeans are okay on Fridays, but not the rest of the week, not that I ever wear jeans anyway. T-shirts with "sayings" or "logos" on them are not allowed. Since most of my summer wardrobe consists of t-shirts with sayings or pictures on them, I think I'm going to drop by Value Village and see if I can find a couple of nice short-sleeved button-up shirts or blouses to tide me over until it's what I would call "long-sleeve" weather. Then I can go back to wearing my turtlenecks and long-sleeved shirts.

I also want to get some more tights. I discovered that Claire's sells coloured tights, and I got a pair of white tights there, but they are lost somewhere in the disaster area that is my bedroom. (I haven't tried to do any cleaning in my bedroom, not even hanging up clothes, because I'm afraid I'll make too much noise and neighbour will start up his stereo. Or he might start it up regardless of whether I make noise.)
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 01:43 pm
Rainbow does the happy dance  
I got the job! I got the job! I got the job! I ROCK!!!!!

P.S. This is the job I'm talking about. :-)
 
 
20 August 2008 @ 02:28 am
Connexions 20080819  
Again, not so much read. Didn't I used to read more? Most of it after the point I decided I was too tired to do anything productive but not yet willing to sleep. Eventually I worked out why: it is because I am doing other things with my time, often social things. If I spend a few hours on Skype with [info]soltice and [info]pazi_ashfeather, of course I am not going to doing quite so much reading in the day.

Cosmic Variance
  1. Dark Matter and Fifth Forces [Unfortunately I know this stuff less well than I ever did, but still a moment of "Oh wow, that is really interesting" in reading.]
Google Reader Shared Items
  1. Biodiesel Mythbuster 2.0: Twenty-Two Biodiesel Myths  Dispelled [via [info]soltice. Long, interesting. Not something I am really qualified to evaluate. Looks decent though.]
  2. Electric Skateboard (Double Comic) [via [info]gentle_gamer. skipped because I am not reading xkcd yet.]
  3. Gibson intros SG Robot Guitar, new edition of Les Paul version [via [info]soltice. My first thought was that this must be a guitar designed by William Gibson. I still do not know.]
  4. What is the big deal about stuff white people like? [via [info]gentle_gamer. When I started reading this I thought I would have some quick, possibly snarky thing to say in response, but it turned out to be a serious criticism of the blog, one that made a lot of sense to me. Oh, one thing to add. I am inclined to agree with the comments to this post that 'Stuff White People Like' is fairly conservative in outlook in cliche in line, but the way it is framed still does some good by jarring white people to take another look at their assumptions and culture. At least, it did for me the first time I encountered it.]
  5. Video: Little Big Man - today is a good day to die [via [info]soltice. A robot driving a robot. Sort of. But it tempts me to have thoughts about things so it must be art.]
  6. Australian government wants power to snoop work e-mail, IMs [via [info]soltice. Oh, those insidious terrorists.]
  7. Toon: A Few Reasons Why (We Need a Transgender Rights Bill) [via [info]gentle_gamer. Interesting. Not ever seen this site before. The rest of her work on the site seems pretty neat too.]
  8. Libraries in crisis? [via [info]soltice. Refers to here. Not so great news for someone hoping to work there next year. I am not convinced the writer of the article knows what ey is talking about though.]
  9. Toon: The Joys of Tax Time! [via [info]gentle_gamer. If this keeps up, I may subscribe myself. Or this is good too.]
  10. Burning Car [via [info]gentle_gamer. First thought: bored. On further examination, fascinated by the moments which might be so captured and their preservation marking dramatically the stilled moments of time marking the shifting sources of these images.]
  11. Yuri's Planet [via [info]gentle_gamer. Thought I had starred this for possible desktop use. Apparently not. Fixed now.]
ScienceDaily
  1. [info]soltice[info]pazi_ashfeatherLeishmaniasis Parasites Evade Death By Exploiting Immune Response To Sand Fly Bites [Sometimes I wonder what immune systems do when they are not being subverted. Sometimes.]
 
 
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: ABC Radio National - Science Show - 2007-09-29
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 08:38 am
Links, Far Too Many Links  
You thought editing code in Word was bad? Exotic programming tools. ("I just put a serial cable in my mouth and scream in binary.") Link from [info]catamorphism.

[info]marnanel turns spam into poetry.

The Spanish flu is over, but the antibodies are still with us. People who lived through the 1918 flu pandemic that killed 50 million worldwide are still producing antibodies to the virus 90 years later, researchers report. This flu killed the young and strong, rather than babies and old people; everyone alive now who survived it would have been in infancy or childhood during the flu.

If you're interested in the flu pandemic, you might want to read Katherine Anne Porter's Pale Horse, Pale Rider. It's the best depiction of the Spanish flu in our literature. It's also a beautiful little novel.

Another novel with interesting resonances: G. K. Chesterton's The Man Who Was Thursday: A Nightmare straight from the headlines. Uncannily prescient and a hell of a good spy story.

Interrogating the Nazis. Civility, kindness, a bit of extra food -- so much more effective than torture. Link from [info]gramina.

Famous last words. Link from [info]marnanel.

[info]ozarque on Rick Warren, quoting The Purpose-Driven Life:

"Your unspoken life metaphor influences your life more than you realize. .... [I]f you think life is a party, your primary value in life will be having fun. If you see life as a race, you will value speed and will probably be in a hurry much of the time. ... If you see life as a battle or a game, winning will be very important to you. What is your view of life? You may be basing your life on a faulty life metaphor." (And he goes on to recommend three choices from the Bible -- life is a test; life is a trust; life is a temporary assignment -- and to discuss each one.)


no surprises in Firefly )
 
 
Current Music: We Can Work It Out - The Beatles
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 06:56 am
Not a restful night  
I don't know what was up with me last night, but I had a very restless sleep. I am pretty sure I did fall asleep fairly soon after going to bed, but I still kept hearing noises (some real, some imagined). I woke up a couple of times thinking it was time to get up, even though it was still the middle of the night. And a few times I could have sworn I heard the floor creaking, meaning there was someone else in my apartment. I was afraid I'd left the door unlocked when I took the recycling out, but I hadn't. It was locked, and I knew I'd locked the balcony door.

I finally got up to check (though I don't know what I would have done if there really had been someone in the apartment.) There wasn't anyone here, and all my valuables were safe (the material things and the cats.) Unfortunately, when I turned the light on, it attracted this huge flying bug that had flown in sometime earlier in the evening, and said bug flew right at me and stung me on the shoulder. It hurt like blazes (literally; it felt a lot like a really bad sunburn) and still does. I have a large red welt on my left shoulder now.

I have no idea what kind of bug it was. It wasn't a bee or a wasp; way too big for that. Could have been a hornet, I guess; I don't know what other forms of flying, stinging insects we have in this part of the world.

Anyway, it still hurts a lot, so I'm going to have to take some painkillers before I go to school.
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 07:58 am
Gender and Religion: Getting in Touch with the Feminine  
While doing some research on autism spectrum disorders, I happened to notice in several sources that although such conditions, which include autism, asperger's and other developmental disorders, appear more predominantly among men, women who had the disorder seemed to have some variant of the x chromosome, one of the pair was damaged or was missing entirely, as in Turner's syndrome. These findings allowed researchers to conclude damage to the x chromosome (for both men and women) was one of the hallmarks for autism spectrum disorders. Such damage seemed to adversely impact empathy, social skills and the ability to read and use nonverbal communication. Anyway, this prompted me to ponder the role and importance of religion and/or ritual as a gender-influenced issue. Thoughts, anyone?
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 02:41 am
Take Home the Gold  
[info]oursin says, My head has put together that 'strange customs of your people' thing that was going around a couple of weeks ago, with the 'new Olympic events' thing, and come up with: Guaranteed Gold.

What new events would best showcase the talents of people in your city, state, province, or country?
 
 
19 August 2008 @ 12:20 am
My Twitters for the day  
  • 21:40 There is a really big-ass bug flying around my apartment. Do not want. But I'm not sure if I want the cats to get it. It might hurt them. #
  • 21:50 I heart this site: stuffaspergerpeoplelike.com/ #
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